Here's what I know:
- I'm about seven months shy of my 40th birthday.
- I'm about 40 pounds heavier than I would like to be.
- I have tons of excuses and a lifestyle in which self-care takes a back burner.
- I have had lots of good intentions, but absolutely no good practice, discipline, routine, habit.
- Basically, I am not good at riding the proverbial horse. (I'm allergic to actual horses, so maybe there's a connection?)
- The only way to get better at something is to do it. So, here I go again.
I also know that in the last year, I have had (no exaggeration) over 100 people ask me if I'm pregnant, when the baby is due, if I'm having a boy or a girl, or some unsolicited variation therein. It has now been 7 days since the last person asked, and I had two people on the same day. Blah.
After my son was born some 8+ years ago, I remember this happening, and when I got fed up, I finally lined up a workout buddy and I worked out a couple of times a week for a school year. My belt and pants were loose, I could tuck in my shirt and not feel self-conscious about muffin tops. That was the last time I felt healthy. Then summer threw off my routine, I got voluntold to be the cheer sponsor (which ate up my after-school workout time), I fell off the horse, and I never could quite get back on.
It's time to saddle up...hopefully for a long ride this time.
I have some skin in the game as it were, and I really want to make a lifestyle shift.
So, we're here in November, and I have a couple of things that I'm working on:
- Taking my medication daily. (Allergy meds and thyroid meds.) I forget, and when I forget, it creates a perpetual cycle of forgetfulness. I'm trying harder this time.
- Really trying to get 10,000 steps per day on my Garmin. My challenge will be the weekends, where I'm averaging about 2,500 steps in my sloth.
- Making better food choices, even if that means not choosing something I usually choose, or choosing the lesser of two evils. Like today, for instance, we went through Arby's before dance (bad routine), and instead of a snack shake like I normally get, I got a Coke Zero. Baby steps, baby steps.
I had some small victories today (over 11,000 steps after going to Irish dance class). Also, I didn't eat as much Halloween candy as I could have. I call those definite wins. :D
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